hahaha that's almost a year! anyways! i'm still me, the world's still revolving, the rain still falls when it's supposed to, and life's as it is! oh well, i don't really like my results. the emo side is on LIVEJOURNAL!!
haha anyways posting this cos i'm pretty happy about the state i got myself into. i managed to find the time to like sit down and think about what i did and what i'm doing to my life and i realised, it's quite stupid actually.
so i've arrived at a decision.
I'm very sorry to S, but i don't know how to apologise to her.. and i don't know how to start a conversation with her. but most definitely, before we actually graduate, i'll make an official apology... and it's about time since it happened so long ago.
secondly, i've thought through it again and again, i thought i had straightened out the last time i considered this, but i'm not mad at C at all now. i used to be, i lied, but i don't now. i suddenly realised that actually she had no obligation and, i was actually in no place to be mad. so, yeah! finally, epiphany.
lastly, current situation. haha it's funny really, it was another C that i got close to but due to some circumstances.. boom! haha. i think i was sensitive in that situation but.. aiya same with another C, it's over and nothing's up! i think. so yea, there's a J now but... haha let nature take its course. ;P haha. my target's set though, which is mai O's, and i'm not going to take my eyes off it, ever.
hahah this is my history! lazy to talk about results and working towards my aim since i've already mentioned in LJ..
hehe. ohyea i think i shall really update this space after O's. ;D
that's in 4-5months' time! woohooo!!